Just read all 3 chapters and need a stiff drink now! That was really intense and moving. Poor Jared and poor Jensen too. And this line just sums up true friendship....
'He wanted to rip off his own ears after hearing it but Jared had lived it and the nightmare wasn’t going to end anytime soon so as much as he didn’t want to hear any more he would listen until his ears bled if it meant lightening the load even a fraction for Jared.'